Although I cannot verify the aggressiveness, since any memory of my direct behavior during that time is not clear, I can’t explain myself in that topic.
After all this time Callie has looked at my message to GodsDead and thought that I should get another chance, well then I feel that offer may still stand despite four months passing. Unless someone motivated Callie in between those four months or they found new knowledge of me, I don’t see the offer being revoked by Callie.
And of course I can’t use a term such as, “everyone changes” or “humans are inevitably changing every day,” as a good reason as to how I have become a different person over time, but  isn’t that what a second chance would imply? Giving me the chance to renew myself, and show others that not only did Callie not make a wrong choice in this, but I have matured and changed from how I was in the past.
I can’t say I have much to offer really. I’m not applying for staff or trying to make a large difference on the server, I just wish to play again like everyone else. To be a normal player once more and commit in daily activities like I did in the past. That is all, no other motives or desires boost me to wanting to play again. So I can’t really make some grand change or offer much but being a player and enjoying the server GodsDead made for all the players.

I understand completely what you mean by a potential offender, I truly do. There is no way I can prove here and now that I won’t be a possible offender in the future, but I do plead for the second chance to show myself. Please understand I get that entirely.

And I only regard to the screenshot of Callie wishing to give me a second chance because, given she is an admin, had I replied to her at that moment I could have been unbanned then and there, without the consult of other staff. Even though Callie most likely did consult the other staff, she seems like a fair individual.
I only look for that second chance at it all.

I have been trying to use “they, them” terms and Callie’s name when addressing to them up to this point, since I am unaware of if they are male or female. But from Palmer’s post, I suppose Callie is a girl? But I could be wrong.

Right, my apologies then for accidentally referring to him as a girl.