From: Reptar

To: People of Piratecraft

I once ruled a small kingdom which was very little, everyone knew each other super well and came on every day. In the beginning days of my rule I was once a humble, honest and trustworthy person. Over years I have ruled that once kind fair and humble queen once inside of me faded.

With years of war and chaos I stood firm to protect the people I had vowed to lead till the end of my days. Overtime I have gained a reputation as someone who is a hypocritical, manipulative, power hungry and most of all deceitful queen and that to be honest, that was true. I let the greed of man fuel my heart not of light but of the darkness. I have forgotten a duty I had to my people and let them into nothing but more and more chaos and pain. I have seen that my actions made those who once respected me hate me most of all, that my actions were so foul I lost the respect I once had.

I had a spark the day I said I leave, the day I was caught. The devil had caught up to me. Exposing my lies and disgusting history of what I have done to so many. I have relized that I the Queen was wrong, that I the Queen only wished for the best of my people, it shamed to say that no matter what I did I wanted to get to that goal. No matter if it hurt someone like java or constantly lie to people.

The moment it all caught up to me and I log on knowing the kingdom that grew to the empire, my baby which I had taken care of with all my might and strength is gone. It is not the fault of anyone but my own and for once in a long time I have opened my eyes and cleared the smaug of the damage I have truly done.

There were goods and there were bads but this is a new start. For me, I have relied on lie after lie to get me to my next step, to cheat, to do whatever it takes and I see that was wrong to the highest degree. I Reptaria, Queen do sincerely apologize for every single person I have ever hurt in this realm. I have seen with both eyes clearly that respect isn’t just the size of the empire but of the person leading it and what standards they hold dear to, a leader defines who their people are.

What kitsune did was not out of hate but was to spare me from destroying myself. Though he was deceitful, I have to face to my wrongs and not run when it gets tough. I need to know I am important and that I helped shape where we all are today. I need to most of all know that I can change and that though my reputation has been tainted very bad to the highest degree I have the ability and responsibility and liability of fixing it.

No I will not leave, I have to recreate what I once started. Not the EE but a kingdom. A kingdom where I made my first faults and that’s how it will always and forever stay a kingdom. To all yes I am a guy, I created Reptar as a queen of noble strengths and I chose to be her because she is someone I looked up to. I have disrespected her name and I will replenish it.

The Elven Empire will be remembered as one of PirateCrafts greatest empires to rule of all time. I will let her rest with that statement and memories she had. To all, I have seen how much I really mean to all of you. With a whopping 91 total messages of pleads for me not to go and how I impacted and changed you all, you warmed my heart with joy. With the confidence I will be the Queen that will make things right.

That is all, I have to say. I cant say anymore, I have told you all nothing but the truth , though it may be hard, as a leader it is called taking responsibility and that I have lost a long time ago. It is time I brought her back, and its time I say goodbye to my old ways and time I brought her back. Her is the new Reptar.

Goodnight, may you all have a good evening.