Dragon, take a break.

If you keep complaining/replying, your going to make yourself less likeable, and you sound a bit like a child.

Try another server, to practise with or without xray (I’m not going to assume), and then comeback to this server.

I’ve told you already further up, to take a break for like a year, 6 or 9 months I would say are the minimum for unbanning you, for you do seem like a nice person who would repent.

Good luck, and if you do reply/protest or whatever once more, make it worthy to, or otherwise I’ll see you on the forums in a year’s time (and forgotten whom you are). But if the mods say no, they say no, I am only advising you here, not telling you what will happen, but could.